"dont forget me anyhow no matter what you do"

1876
December 2
Lunatic Asylum

My Dear W. I have
looked for you every day
since I came but there is no
sign of your coming [sic] to
see me I suppose you have
forgotten me altogether
now i want you [...?]
and come to see me tomorrow
without [...?] as i would like
to see you I have something
very particular to tell you
do come if you can at all
as i would like to see you
as i am in a dreadful
state at present I am sure
of going to the Place of
[...?] Can you not come
to see me tomorrow and i
would be awfully obliged to
you if you do come [...?]
come early in before
noon as i am in a great
hurry to see your [...?]
strongly [...?] your good
health and spirits for
many many years but oh
W. if you only knew
my state you would be
shocked to think of [...?]
one that had all the Pleasures
of this life that it was possible
to have, still my Condition
is fearful Could you not
Bring her Along with
you to see me & to know
I don't deserve it but then
Bring her along if you can
But come yourself [...?]
without fail, [...?] don't
forget me anyhow no matter
what you do as i would be,
Glad to see you at any time
[...?] where or where
how - are they all getting along
at home as if they are in
good [...?] as I enjoy
excellent health But oh
Its [...?] will be fearful
Come along tomorrow
without fail any how
that is if you can at
all if not come the next
day But come tomorrow
if you can at all and
I will be very glad to see
you as i am in great
[...?] aboard everlasting
[...?] Come now
without fail as i will
be glad to see you
Could you not take me
home with you or would
it be contrary to the Institution